What do Paper Dolls and Jesus have in common? For a long time He was about as flat as a paper doll to me. Don’t get me wrong. I love Paper Dolls, have since childhood; they don’t have much to offer except an exercise in creativity.
Jesus was about as effective to me. Sure I could talk to him but it was really a one way street. Paintings and pictures of him I saw, always depicted Him as the Good Shepard, meek, mild and in my mind- docile. That is, until I read John Eldridges’ book, The Beautiful Outlaw. All of a sudden the character of Jesus sprang to life! Of course HE is compassionate, merciful, and LOVE all wrapped up in a RADICAL, CUNNING, SMART, SAVVY and POWERFUL Saviour. Even Jealous. Jealous for our love. I can’t begin to give you all the ways I started experiencing Him differently, it would take pages. His love was tangible to me in a vibrant, living way. I started receiving the blessings that had my name on them, orchestrated by a Redeemer who loved me. Things that spoke to my spirit and soul. Isn’t it amazing that he orders things during our days to heal, prosper and comfort us in ways that only one who knows us intimately could arrange? Our innermost, secret wishes and dreams are made possible through Jesus- the author and protector of our Faith.
Last winter Mercy Me released a new song, Great I AM, which spoke deeply to my new relationship with Christ. The chorus says, “You’re the one who conquers giants (David & Goliath) , You’re the one who calls out Kings ( 1&2 Kings), You Shut the mouths of Lions (Daniel), You tell the dead to breathe (Gospels). You’re the one who walks on fire, you take the orphans hand, You are the Great I Am!” I sing it at the top of my lungs when I hear it on the radio!
Do those lyrics sound like a docile, meek, Lord? NOT AT ALL! If you relate to my story, I invite you to pray for a new anointing of revelations about the character of Christ. Leave the Paper Doll Jesus behind and walk into a marvelous, exciting , radical relationship with Him.